I really miss being real happy . Plain happy.

♥: Some says smiling make things a whole lot easier, better and less painful. But I feel, by putting on a smile to hide away "pain" makes it even more painful and as time pass, it'll just feel tiring.. very tiring..

Have anyone ever felt that you could see your own happy shadow in front of you but no matter how you reach out, still you won't be able to touch it ? I do. A lot of things changed in this 4 years. People growing up, friends became enemies or strangers, some friends drifted, happy character turned dull and a lot more things. This world becoming more and more judgemental... or is it that I grew up and know more? Seeing the ones we treasure grow older or those whom we call "soul mate" leaving. Growing up feeling nobody understands you and start hating. Seeing more of all those ugly truths. Friends holding "knifes" behind you ,when they're hugging you. People taking the word "sorry" for granted. Hearing rumours about you which are hurting and untrue but not being able to do anything to stop it . Either ignore or retaliate. I'm not all goody, i can also fall in any of those things I stated but why ? Some said they were my friends but they believed whatever people say about me and scold me than apologise .. Come on, people gets tired too.Tired of forgiving and accepting those insincere sorry.
Words are not cheap, it's totally free .
Anyway all of those above are just my POV . I don't mean anything :)

-----xoxo

Two is better than One . ♥ 

Nothing is more happy than knowing there's somebody there for you all the time. Somebody who trust in everything you do, ignore whatever people spreads about you and just love you for who you are. They say it's fate to meet them but still it's hard to come by .  I appreciate anyone and everybody who stay by me and trust me all this while . Those that love and appreciate me for who I am . I know I'm all naggy and noisy about it cause I always repeat all this , I kept repeating it because I just really really feel very thankful !!!
 (T^T) *touched*

So..... That's about all for this post . It's just a POV post actually ..... Still hope there's readers reading it !!!

I don't know if I am the only one who feel this way or what ....

Anyway changed my blog a little ! With a banner ! kekekeke . 

Yes , will end here and soon blog again !

TOOODIES !